Monthly Archives: August 2015

Patience, Or Lack There Of.

Patience is a biggy with me.

There is very little of it when it’s needed. If I think about it I can be patient, until the time that things should be happening, then it all goes out the window.

So I got to thinking about how I can fix this very acute lack of patience and how to go about following my own theories and ideas about it.

Why do we always get impatient when there is something we really want or think we need? If it gets here to quickly then it’s gone just as quickly and the thrill or fun or enjoyment of it all is gone. Why can’t we savour the thought of what we want or expect and allow that feeling to fill us up with a joyful expectancy instead of getting stressed and angry because it’s not here yesterday?

Trying to understand my motivation for being impatient leads to some really good ideas and thoughts, but again when something is late or not ready when I am, the impatience kicks in again and off go the stress levels and anger levels again.

I am currently waiting for a surgery date, and every day I check the letter box in the hope that the letter has arrived and I can get on with making the plans I need to make and getting myself ready for a period of recovery. Then the letter does not arrive and I feel like I am treading water again. Waiting for this to happen so I can get on with life. I come up with all the reasons why it hasn’t got here yet:

The postman lost the letter.

It went to the wrong address.

They have forgotten about me.

Then the stress starts because I really am at a standstill until this all happens. Until that letter arrives my life is virtually on hold. It’s frustrating and stressful and the impatience ramps up a notch with every empty letter box.

So today I decided enough.

I am going to go ahead and do the things I was planning to do after surgery and get myself in front. I will write my lists and get everything organised now instead of waiting for a date. That way when it finally comes I won’t have to rush around and do everything all at once. Everything will be in place and keeping myself busy will stop the constant waiting for the postman.

I keep hearing words in my head: Breathe, slow down, breathe.

Time to listen and relax and allow things to fall into place naturally as they will. Putting things on hold until the letter arrives is only putting my life on hold.

I can make decisions now. I can do what I want now. I don’t have to wait for everything to be in the perfect place to be able to get on with my life and do what needs to be done.

The letter will arrive, my surgery will happen and my life will go on and all the impatience in the world is not going to change any of it. So from now on it’s BREATHE, RELAX,BREATHE.

Let the impatience go and allow an air of expectation, of much needed rest and excitement at what I will be able to do during the weeks of recover. The sleeping in, instead of getting up early, the staying in my pyjamas until I feel like getting dressed. The time to read the books I have sitting next to my bed. Sitting in the sunshine and not having to move until I want. The painting and drawing that I have wanted to do for so long, and all the other things that I haven’t had the time or energy to do in such a long time.

So today I have replaced my lack of patience with a joyful expectation of what is to come. A time of rest and a time of new beginnings and a new outlook. A time to make the choices that make me happy and allow me to move into a new life and a new way of living.

But I will still check the letter box every day. 🙂

Margaret ❤

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Do We Really Need Rituals?

As I sat to write today’s post, I got myself into a comfortable position.

I took a deep breath, I made sure I was sitting straight and numerous other little things to get myself into the right “space”

Why do I do this? Why do you do this?

Why do we have the need to be in the right chair, in the right head space, in the right moment to allow messages to come

through to us?

Do we think that it will be clearer? Do we think it will be more important? Do we think it will somehow be easier?

We do the same in everyday life. We get up in the morning out of the same side of the bed, we put our shoes on in the right order. We get ready for work or our day in the same way. Is this merely just habit or is it some sort of superstition?

Why do we let our habits and little rituals control and rule us when there is no need to do things exactly the same way every time. It only serves to make us robotic and zombie like.

I know how hard it is to break this little idiosyncrasies, I park in the same place in a carpark. I always get myself in the lane I need even if I am not turned for many kilometre’s. I am prepared and ready just in case I can’t get in when I need to. I do the same thing every morning when I get out of bed.

These habits keep me stagnant and still and trapped in a reality that is never ending and boring.

Trying to break them can be the equivalent of walking of the edge of a cliff and landing safely. It’s a bit scary at times.

You get yourself into such a routine that it is almost impossible to break, but there is hope. Just one small thing each day can help you to break the habits of a lifetime.

Put the shoe on the other foot first one morning.  Does the sky fall in? No? Good, then keep doing it, swap and change and add little things each day. Eventually you will find your enthusiasm lifting, your joy in the world around you elevating and a new expectation of wonder each time you go to do something. It will feel new, it will feel exciting, it won’t be the same old thing.

Living your life tense and uncomfortable because you are not doing things the “right” way every day is not living, it’s existing and there is a big difference. Open up to possibility and surprise each and every day and watch the wonders that appear before you.

I sat in my chair stiff and not relaxed, nervous at what the message would be and my guides gave me exactly what I needed, and is as follows.

“Relax,  let it flow

You are so stiff and so precise and so structured.

Why so tense?

The message we have for you is one of joy and love there is no need to be so tightly wound.

The message shall come through in a way that eases your tension.

Why do you feel you need to be so precise when receiving the messages?

We do not need ritual nor sacrifice nor proper movements.

We merely need a relaxed channel to bring forth our message.

You have opened yourself to this communication.

Now we must ensure you are happy with it and willing to receive in a way that does not compromise your own truth.

Our message for today is to be as you are.

Be comfortable, be safe and let it flow in a way that feels joyful.

There is no need to set up to receive.

Merely open your heart and the message arrives.

We wish joy and peace for you and our message will be more easily understood if you can feel it rather than making everything in the right space.

Be open, be aware, be relaxed and be joyful and we will be here to guide and love you.”

So when it comes to living just be aware, be open and allow your life to flow.

Try not to put restrictions on how you do things.

Feel the joy in everyday things and each day will dawn full of wonder and love.

Margaret ❤

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The Need To Write: Channel of Source Energy July 26th 2015

I feel the need to write.
Not sure what about but I will let it just flow as it will
What do I want to talk about, what do I want to allow out, what do I want to feel, where do I want to go? Why do I feel excited in one respect but also feel bolted to my chair as if unable to move.

There is something in the air that needs to be released, to come clean as it were.
Does it feel scary does it feel like you are on the edge of a precipice. the edge of something new.

Do not fear where you are headed, do not fear what is to come, allow the natural progression of things and it will lead to the next level of your existence.

The next part of your journey is a major change and newness that you have never before felt, something that will bring the depths of your soul to the surface and give you free reign to complete your journey in this incarnation in a way that elevates your soul into new territory.

These steps begin slowly and will help you become more comfortable with where you are heading, they will help you understand more about who you are and why you are here and what you have to offer.

The goal of the next period of your human life is to become you, to allow you to rise and appear out in the open to share and give and help and let others know that this life is an amazing journey not merely a trip from birth to death but a journey of learning and growing and understanding that is deep and more important than you can understand at this point in your
time.

We all have a path or job as it were, a goal that we choose to undertake within a life time on this planet it is up to you how you get to where you have intended if at all, for some this may become a path that burdens so much that the soul decides that it is not ready yet for these experiences and so changes the direction of this life time.

Your soul is in control as it were of your ultimate destiny, this destiny is to return to source enlightened and more understanding of what true life is, it is about understanding all the different emotions and feelings the highs the lows the extra strength the inner strength the hurdles the obstacles, all is experience and all is welcomed in this journey you chose to undertake so long ago. it seems.

The how comes naturally the ways will be shown.

You have the choice to follow the signs given to you or to find another way, all leads to the ultimate goal regardless.

Some choose the hard way some the easy it is your choice, understand that we are here to help guide and assist where asked to do so and when asked to do so but you must ask.
We cannot interfere in your choices but can assist where needed.

This life is meant to be enjoyed it is a playground as it were of childlike beings learning new skills, new emotions, new feelings.

The joy of the experience of humaness is something that all souls wish to achieve at some point in experience. your path shall be to, if you so wish, help those amongst you that request and accept and allow your help.

Do not force yourself upon them or force your thoughts and ideas upon them, this leads to thoughts of not a pure nature but more human thoughts and that in turn leads to a longer journey than could be.

Help when requested, assist when required for it is your duty as soul to become immersed in all experience so that the whole may know too.

margaret ❤

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