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Moving Into Power

Well the time has come my friends for action. No longer can we sit and wait for life to come to us. Now we must move forward and take part in the life that we so often dream about, yet rarely do anything to achieve.

What action must we take? One step, one movement, one little thought that urges us to make a move in the right direction is all it takes. Once you make that small adjustment, then life falls into place quite easily. The only problem then is allowing our egos to take control and try to force things in a certain way.

What occurs then is blockages, lots of blockages. Then the life we are aiming for gets pushed further and further away, and we ask ourselves what are we doing wrong? The more we allow our ego to control the more we push it all so far away that we end up further away than we were in the first place.

So now we have to deal with the ego issues as well as try and get back on track and heading for our dream life again. You can see why so many give up. To make all that effort to end up back where we were and having to start again can be a hard thing to understand, even for those who are strong enough and those who actually understand what they are doing. Yet we seem powerless to do anything about it.

The old saying two steps forward and one back becomes one step forward and two back, and over time we gradually lose the excitement and the focus and then give up. Making the excuse that it wasn’t what we really wanted, it wasn’t what Source or God or the Universe had in store for us.

I am calling bullshit! For too long have I and others lived this way, for too long have we allowed our power to be stripped from us, for too long have we sat back and just accepted. No more, this has to stop. We are powerful beings, we came here with a plan. Some live their plan easily, some get so totally engrossed in the physicality of human life that they forget and end up living the monotonous daily grind, asleep in the worst of ways and yet not able to drag themselves from the slumber.

Then there are those of us who know we are here for a reason. Again two groups of beings, those who know yet cannot do and be and those that know and do and become all that they have always known they were capable of. Which group do you fall into? Are you asleep? Are you awakening to the magnificence of this incarnation? Are you itching to do what you know in your heart is just out of reach?

How much do you want to change your life? How much do you want to allow your power to rise and become the catalyst for something wonderful, something honest and true? Something that will change the very fabric of your being. How much do you want to be you?

There is a way, there is always a way. It takes courage to tread upon this path and allow yourself to become all you have always been. Too many of us feel fear when we think of our own personal power. What if we are successful, what if we are capable, what if we are the ones we have looked outside for? You have all you need, you always have.

You do not need anything else, in fact to achieve all you wish to achieve you must give things up. Fear, terror, shame, insecurity, feelings of unworthiness, all these must be discarded. To step into wholeness you must leave behind the negative thoughts and ideas. To step into your power you must accept that you have that power.

To see yourself as anything less than perfection is doing yourself an injustice. Who you are comes from within, to become who you are you must release all ideas of who and what you are that do not come from you. Those who speak ill of you, those who are jealous of what you do and say and are, speak from fear. They are not ready to believe that they too are a powerful eternal spiritual being. They stay small in their own negative beliefs and reflect these thoughts and ideas onto the people that scare them. They fear the power that lies within them.

Personal power is not something to be afraid of, it is a beautiful experience of who you truly are and now it is up to you to allow that person the freedom to be. Release your fear. Stand up now for it is time for humanity to take another step forward. We have lived small for far too many generations, the energy is changing. What before seemed to be an ego expression has now become the truth of who we really are.

Let the fear go, move into your power and begin to live the life that you, and all around you have dared to dream of for so long.

Margaret ❤

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Breaking Through The Blockages

Three weeks into the new year and I find myself procrastinating again. I feel as if I am on the verge on a breakthrough, yet something is holding me back. I have plans, I have thoughts and ideas in my mind and in my heart but still it does not seem the right thing to do.

I am perplexed at the way my mind is working at this moment. I know what I need to do, I have it all ready to work on. The blockage that I am faced with at this moment seems larger than it should. Now whether this blockage is just me being me or whether there is something else on the horizon is the number one question.

I know what I am like. I see how I work, I completely understand how I work, but yet, I do not feel totally comfortable with my plans. Old beliefs and barriers keep reappearing, making it all the more harder to make decisions.

The main obstacle in my thinking is about abundance. I come from a family where my parents worked hard to get what they wanted. I never went without while I was a child. It has only been as I have grown older than things turned pear shaped. Do I expect too much? Do I expect too little?

Are my plans something that will come so easily that I do not feel worthy of it? Do I still, although I have tried not too, believe that only from working my butt off will I ever amount to anything. Why am I so scared of being successful, of having the home I want, of having money to buy and do whatever I want? Why do I feel that getting things easily is cheating? Is playing the victim and the oh poor me card so much more desirable?

One way or another I am going to have to find something that just tips the edge my way. Something that shows me without doubt that I am worthy of the life I wish to live. Something that shows me that my dreams are not all fantasy. My one step forward seems to have landed in a block of concrete from which I can not move.

Old patterns of behaviour, old memories, old failures all come flooding back when I think I am ready to move on. Pushing them back down inside has become such a chore and not an efficient one at that. If anything, this year has shown me that it is different and so I must face these tests with a new thought process.

The comfort zone has become somewhat of a prison, and one from which I must find an escape route. The old ways no longer work, they keep the walls firmly in place and stronger than ever. Now is the time to make the changes that I have needed and asked for, for so long.

I have proved over and over that the law of attraction works. Whatever I have asked for I have always received. It is time to make those requests more positive. To ask for what I want instead of mulling over past hurts and injustices. To focus on the life I want not the life I wish to run away from. Practice they say, makes perfect, and so with that in mind spending more time living in the now, living as if, and planning for the inevitable changes must become a priority.

My procrastination in the past has led to the universe forcing the much needed changes upon me. Not always in the way that has led to improvement and growth. Now I must push for those changes myself. Not totally in control of them, yet steering the ship more evenly than before.

Another step forward, although not in a physical sense but more in a mind set way has to be an improvement from standing still. And so, onwards again, I move that little bit closer to where I aim to be. As my mind and heart adjusts to the thoughts of being worthy and valuable, so my life moves in that direction. I have complete faith that this time the changes will make a difference.

And that faith, for me, is one giant leap forward.

Margaret ❤

 

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A Change In Circumstances

Well the new year is now well underway and from my perspective there has been a change in the energy. Going from the stagnant thick and dense energy of the years end to a much lighter and more positive energy has been worth the wait.

Since my fall in the last few days of 2016 I have had more blood tests in order to find out what is causing all my pain. The results have come back with Rheumatoid Arthritis. Now I am waiting for an appointment with a specialist to see just what can be done. At the moment though, it means no working. which is making things very hard.

The rent and bills are still needing to be paid so I am still trying to sell the things I own in order to do so. Centrelink has finally come through with new start assistance but as the payment does not even cover my rent, things are still very stressful. Selling my possessions is still going to have to happen to get through this period. Until I see the specialist and get confirmation and treatment, I won’t know where I stand.

Not being able to apply for or actually do a new job is also on my mind. I get bored very easily and these last 4 months at home have been hard. Everyone loves to have a break from work but when it is forced on you it makes a difference. Whether or not I will ever be able to rejoin the normal workforce is something that will be decided by the specialist.

For the moment I am trying to find out as much as I can about this illness. I know that it is not curable at this time but I need to find out what I can do to help myself. The better I take care of myself the faster I will be able to get my life back on track.

While I wait for things to sort out I will try to concentrate on the course and book that I have planned. For the last couple of stressful weeks they have taken a back seat as I tried desperately to get the money I needed. Family have come to my rescue this month and for that I will be eternally grateful.

There have been moments where I thought, I give up. Nothing seemed to be going okay and nothing was working in my favor. Giving up though, is failure and that is not an option for me at this time in my life. I do have the advantage of being able to look at different options. Although I have been banned from working for the next couple of months at least, there is always something that I can learn which may help in forming some sort of home based income that will allow me to live while I heal.

So onwards and upwards, as this new year energy swirls around me, I intend to take advantage of it. I know that things will work out eventually. What I have asked for has happened and what I now ask for will happen. I now understand how being vague in my thoughts and ideas have lead to where I am today. From now on I intend to be more precise with what I ask for and allow the universe to improve upon my ponderings.

Be specific in what you ask for otherwise, while you may get what you ask for, you may get it in a completely different way to what you thought. I asked to be free of my job, I am. I asked for a rest, I got it. What I forgot to make clear was that I required a new job that suited my abilities and for the rest to be a healthy one instead of a forced recovery one.

Think about what you want. Be specific in what you want, then leave it all up to the universe to make your life even better than you could have imagined. What may seem like doom and gloom for me now, has the potential to turn into the best thing that ever happened to me. No more poor me, from now on it is all about using this experience as a spring board to the life I have always dreamed of.

Think about your own life. What has or is happening that you could use to make the leap into your perfect life. Find something that impels you to make a better choice, to take a bigger chance, to think a little clearer. Then go for it!

Margaret ❤

 

 

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A New Day Has Dawned

Memories and ponderings flash through my mind, hoping and wishing for a new life divine.

Allowing the sadness its time in the light, letting it go and making it right.

Feeling so low and down on my luck, trying to fight and get out of the muck.

Digging so deeply down deep within, hoping and praying something begins.

Strength and power I have on my side, time to buckle up and go along with the ride.

Action and intent flow through my mind, leaving all the badness way back behind.

A new life’s begun one foot through the door, gather up courage and take one more.

Once on my way a pattern is formed, taking more steps a new day has dawned.

Margaret ❤

 

 

 

 

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A New Cycle

As thoughts of 2016 fade away, 2017 comes in with fresh energy and hope. A new cycle of nine begins with a number one year. The energy of one is exciting, special and hopeful. The dreams and goals that we think about on the first day of a year, are strong in our minds and hearts.

I have not made any New Year’s resolutions this year. I am happy to let the past disappear without a fuss and allow this new year to emerge as it will. I do have plans and goals for the year, but the pressure of resolutions is not there. I know what I want to be and do, and this time around I will not put any limitations upon them.

As we move through the first few weeks of the year, I will tweak my plans and make sure that what I intend for this year is inline with my heart and soul. This year is my year, one in which I will take the reins and do what feels right to me, not what others expect of me.

The difference I felt when I woke this morning was significant. As I drifted towards a negative mindset, I was able to knock it out of my head almost instantaneously. It was replaced quickly with thoughts that turned it all around with a positive spin. A nice surprise and an amazing way to start off the new year.

This is a year of taking chances, making new choices and doing things in a different way. The end of a nine year cycle allows us to release what has built up over so long and replace it with hope and joy. What has gone before is no longer relevant and must be changed in order to allow a new path the chance to expand and develop.

My wish for this year is, to firstly regain my health, then work on ideas I have for my work life. As my health improves, it will release the tension and stress that has kept me small for far too many years. I have ideas to send out into the world, that ideally will help expand the choices of the people who have chosen to listen to what I have to say.

This year I approve of myself. This year I expect the very best from myself and those around me. This year I choose to accept what is offered. This year I choose to love and accept myself. This year I choose to start again, a new beginning, with new ideas, new goals and new energy.

This year is the year to take the little seed of intention and develop it into a full and amazing lifestyle. By years end I fully intend to be well on my way. All the basics will be put into place, all the ideas will be set into motion and all my goals will have their structure sorted.

Use this year to make your plans, to get things started. Dream big and go large. You are worth more than you really understand. You have much to offer those around you as well as the world as a whole. Allow yourself to go after what it is you daydream of. Give yourself permission to be the you that lies buried deeply within. Don’t hold back this year, this is your time, now go out and do it!

Margaret ❤

 

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